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  • ‘her body, my mind’

    and when i look in the mirror, only if i squint can i see myself .

    “ so i believe that should you bring a knife to my skin and break it, ”

    it will be her blood that drips from my veins .

    “ the blood of a corpse, four years rotted . ”

    and despite her being only a memory, i am the one often forgotten .

    “ so i take the memories of my former self, gathered in my hands . ”

    and i put them to fire, watching as the remnants of who i once thought i was burns

    “ i think to myself, ‘what a poetic death’ . to die at the hands of someone who’s been lingering in your body for longer than you have . ”

    and as her corpse rots as her memory burns, i take the time to wriggle, as if i were a snake shedding skin .

    “ out of her dead flesh steps a new body- one taller, with more meat on his bones, and one that looks upon those who see only what they choose to ”

    and frown realizing that only two halves of two very different wholes were seen .

    “ her body, my mind . ”

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    @microwaved-cheese-sandwich i would said i draw anything...? I LIED NO ONE IS EATING ANY BODY. Okay?

  • who up wanting to abandon their physical form

  • wish for smart autism people to STOP saying things like "most autism people actually smart ! ". is not true! is just so erase big part of autism community ! of people like Pixie, and intellectual disability autism people !

    STOP say , is not okay ! people like Pixie, people with intellectual disability , are BIG part of autism community ! we deserve be part of own community !

    STOP try push out of community, is ableism !

  • Rejection Sensitivity

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    Rejection Sensitivity might kick in when...

    • Someone leaves you on read
    • You get blocked randomly
    • You aren't invited to join in
    • People talk secretly without you
    • You see people having a good time without you
    • You don't understand an inside joke
    • Everyone disagrees with you

    This could lead to thoughts of...

    • Something is wrong with me?
    • Why does no one like me?
    • Have I done something wrong?
    • I'm fed up, I can't do this anymore
    • I hate my life
    • People are better off without me
    • I hate everyone

    As well as feelings of...

    • Anxiety
    • Hatred
    • Frustration
    • Fear
    • Depression
    • Loneliness
    • Overwhelm
    • Anger/Rage

    The effect of this might be...

    • Acting impulsively
    • Meltdown/Shutdown
    • Losing friends/family / romantic partners
    • Being excluded from a group
    • Self-harm/suicidal thoughts
    • Being perceived negatively
    • Trust issues

    Things that might help...

    • Removing/distancing yourself from the situation
    • Distracting yourself with interests/comforts/stims
    • Talk/vent to someone
    • Try to remember that your feelings are valid

    Autisticality

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    i spent an insane amount of time trying to make that gif on my phone lmao please validate me 🥲

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  • Bro wake up 116 new genders just dropped

  • Transuranic genders aren’t real.

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  • the kicker is he was being asked if his work was coming from the approach of man vs. nature aka “THE ENVIRONMENT STRIKES BACK” but no. his literal words were along the lines of “sharks are not very scary if you are never in the water so i had to make them scarier, and now they have legs.”

  • Junji Ito has the best fucking take on horror, which is ‘wouldn’t that be weird’ and then he draws it into the most terrifying thing possible.

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  • One of his strangest stories is about a cursed type of honey that, when ingested, is guaranteed to be the best thing you’ve ever tasted. But, if you consume it, you have a 25% of being flattened like a pancake by a giant tree demon. Characters eat it, get addicted, and that addiction forces them to risk it over and over again until they eventually get turned into a gory puddle by this ghost tree thing. 

    It’s a weird story, but the funny part is that Ito wrote it because he thought it would suck to be a mosquito.

  • i said 'explain physics to me like youre in love with me' and after a while of quiet he went 'everything sings'. so i get it now

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